*Once I press myself into action, I immediately begin to live. Anything less is merely existing.
I can't seem to get away from these truths. My wonderful James has been gone for two years (November 10th). It's been an
emotional roller coaster for me. I continue to miss him more rather than less.
BUT GOD... But God has taught me so much and I realize that through this journey I have become stronger in my relationship with Jesus Christ. I have learned that obedience is a blessing even when I am sure I cannot go on.
At first I refused to act on God's word, and yes, I was paralyzed, staying exactly where I had been previously. BUT, when I obeyed God, my life changed. I learned to "press" myself into action (minister in the ordinary moments of everyday life). Looking back I see how I was merely existing....(not a good place for me to be).
But again, God has a plan for my life (and yours) and I shall continue to follow Him in obedience the very best that I can....